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Monday, June 19, 2006

tis morning i bumped into Gireen & Sunny when i am on my way to sch...
chat abt how we spent our 2 weeks holiday lo..haha...
then when Sunny was talking to his fren...
Gireen asked mi this qns: 'What will u do if u find urself pregnant when u are still studying poly?'
at tat point of time,i was a bit shock...coz i tot Gireen was pregnant...
but she clarified it...haha...

well for me i really nv think abt this qns...
since she ask mi...
i think my answer will be...
quit school!! coz is no use going to school as ur heart wun be into studying le...u will b there worrying abt this and tat...

10:56 AM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

accidentally come across RP de lion dance webbie...
and also by accident i noe that u have made it to nearly the top...
thanks for making me out of there...
i noe that thru out the past one year,
i haven done much...
but i tried hard...but it seems like me and him cannot communicate with each other...
i nv give up on trying...
but that day de meeting i nv go...as i gt things...
izzit this that cause mi all this...
nvm after the damn competition...
i will quit...
the thought of this in my mind is getting stronger...
now i will not hesitate in participating in other things le...
piority will not be given to sch lion dance anymore...no way...
think i will find time to join outside de lion dance ba...i will learn everything from scratch again...
maybe this will wait for 1 or 2 more years ba...after i graduate from poly....

7:57 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

sometimes i am wondering...
wat's the real meaning of life...
y are we living in this world?
y are we doing this doing that?
y muz we fall in love and fall out of love??
making ourselves sad...
doubting ur own self...

hmm...
i was thinking abt the ld competition that is coming soon in july...
i really dun feel like participating...
our team are nt even close to the competition standards...
then 4 wat are we going to go out there and embarass ourselves...
is nt a personal embarassment...this is also an embarassment to the sch!!!
we are representing the sch u noe....
unless something unexpected happen...we might be able to save ourselves in the competition...but this is hard to say...
i juz feel like that i can no longer be in the sch ld anymore...
feel like quitting...
but i still have the passion in ld...
was thinking of joining outside de ld...
but...
parents sure wun allow...
haiz...wat should i do??
i am STRESS!!!

1:56 AM