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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

idiot faci...

early in the morning..this idiot faci from enterprise skills already make my blood boils....
today she was late....but never mind...once she sit down she start to change our teams...damn her....she put mi into a team that is like shit..it sux...really....later on the presentation was finish by mi,alinah and willie lo..the other 3 is like stunning like that de lo....haiz.......damn it sia.......be4 that bloody women go for lunch break..........she told us that we are suppose to find out the concept of problem 8-10 and find out the link between them....sian liao lo....coz our presentation only do half way thru onli...haiz....
went to check my grade and found that she gave mi a C for my last lesson....damn her....she like dun like mi like that lo......everytime say that i never participate in class discussion and team discussion........damn her lo.........she nv c mi participating then say i nv participate....stupid.........
juz now she gave us a mock quiz.........then i say that i haven finsh reading the qns that she said too bad...is i dun have time management.....damn her......but when ashik said that he haven finish.........she stop scrolling and let him finish before proceeding to another qns..........damn her she's damn bias....stupid woman.....ruin my day sia...........haiz.........

6:11 AM

Monday, July 25, 2005

nice day....

today i went out with von and her fren, sarah.....we went to bugis to walk walk lo and both of them bought quite a number of clothes lo...mi onli bought a tshirt from FACE...the tshirt quite nice sia...haha...
well today at bugis i saw aaron lo....but the place we saw each other was outside the toilet lo...diaoz...>.<" ...lame leh...where go ppl bump into each other at this type of place de... after the 3 of us finish shopping....we went to seoul garden to have our dinner lo....after our dinner we went our seprate ways home le lo....=)

1:08 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

kAyAkInG....

today is my first time go kayaking lo....quite fun la....early in the morning we meet at tanah merah mrt station and then took bus no. 2 to changi village lo...i learn how to capsize my kayak properly and also how can i move my kayak in all directions lo...whoa...today 's sea damn choppy sia...wind also very big...i no need to paddle also can move my kayak de...haha...well today i learn the first part of my one star course in kayak....really look forward to the next lesson....
well after our kayaking session,i went to dinner at TM with some of seniors in my sch lo...they were fun ppl to be with sia....we joke around with each other lo...we had our dinner at ajisan ramen....i had a volcano ramen set(consist of the ramen,baby octopus and a glass of ice green tea).after dinner....we walk walk a while then we spilt our way to go home le......
overall....today is really a fun day lo...really enjoy it a lot sia.

1:32 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

VB...

Vb...wat is it....can't understand a single thing...wat is the faci talking abt.....blur....damn bo liao....still dun quite noe how to use this thing...haiz...sian le la.....wan to help willie....but seem like of no help as i myself also dunno wat i am doing....

1:58 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

mY dAy.........

well today UT really sux....
didn't finish the whole paper...damn it...waste some marks
haiz...
hmm...sign up for kayaking today....
dunno whether can get in a not....
thinking of quitting guitar.....
overall quite a ok day ba...

1:48 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

StOp PrEtEnDiNg....

whoa....really a joke of the world sia.....he knows how to talk nicely to my mum sia....
today when i was in school....he called my house and talk rudely to my mum...but my mum did not get angry...she juz counsel him..on the other hand my dad got really fed up....juz now when i reach home....my mum told me everything.....and i had this feeling that..he really knows how to act sia...when talking to me...he can be so fierce....but when come to my mum....he talk so nicely...really wonder wat's up his sleeves....
the most upset thing is when my dad got back,he seem like angry with me lo...coz i smiled at him...he juz gif me that kind of annoyed face lo....it also seems like i offended him like tat.....wah....i nv do anything lo....y he angry with me......he sld be angry with that stupid guy...and not me...
lastly....i hate u....no matter wat.....

9:25 AM

IrRiTaTiNg FeLLoW...

Wah....he really cannot stop pestering me izzit...everyday still call me...he's not irritated but I am.....would he juz get a life? Haiz....really bad luck to know this kind of people...think he only know how to threaten people only ba....everytime when i pick up or don't pick up his calls....he will also threaten me...wondering if he has nothing better to do or wat...haiz...really very very irritated le....getting an emotional breakdown soon....haiz.....

7:45 AM

Monday, July 04, 2005

GeT aWaY fRoM mI !!!

Well it has been 3 days le...since fri....he had been calling mi until now...over hundreds of call le ba...really dunno wat he is thinking....well i really dun wanna see him again...he has been too overboard le...when i pick up his call...he will start to threaten mi..i have enough le...i wan to rebel from him le...he said i am the one who cause him to threaten mi de...but i dun think so...now...he beg mi to return his calls....he told mi tat he will listen to mi...but i think this is impossible...i wun pick up his phone de..i dun trust him...i dun think that he will change....he say he needs time...i have given him enough time le...i can't stand this anymore le...so i think no chance of mi meeting/picking up his calls anymore...i dun wan to be associated with him anymore...i dun wan to be ur puppet....i am a human....get away from mi...and stop calling mi...i wun listen to ur phone de...get away.....i am irritated by him...gonna crazy soon...stay away frm mi....and one more thing...no matter what you do....i wun bother de...so forget it...dun try stupid things to get my attention...i wun care de...i juz wanna lead a peaceful life....i wan to be a normal gal...but i think this is impossible le....as a lot of things cannot be undone anymore...maybe i regret all this...but too late....nth can be back to last time le...i really dunno who am i now and i really wanna to noe myself....now the onli person i can rely on....maybe is marilyn ba...she's really a nice gal...but i still have this doubt of whether i sld trust her a not...haiz...confused..why i dun rely on my family is because the things that happened is....haiz dunno how to say but i juz dun haf the courage to tell them....
i always hope tat i will be able to find some one that really really love mi for wat i am and not other things...the steads that i have been having now is like...they onli wan mi to be into a more intimidate relationship...i am use to it le...haiz..when then i will find someone that really luv mi for wat i am....i also feel that i am downgrading myself by doing all these....i wan all these to end...but where can i start from? haiz...

2:41 PM